My Birthday- all my wishes

hummms... horrrsss... heeesss... my birthday is over! like bam bam bam! that quick. haha.. but i gotta say it was pretty gawd darn fun. i shall not dwell too much into the details of my birthday. anw, the most important thing happened in my life.

I FREAKING PASSED MY DRIVING! LIKE HOW GOOD IS GOD FOR HELPING ME!

do u know how happy i am like inside. like instantly as chris said, 70% of all my problems are solved. u really wont understand all the trials and tribulations i had to put my sorry ass through to get this bloody licene. ( i mean metaphorically, not literally! lol) so so so happy. cant emphasize enough. like how many people actually get their licene before they are 19! haha.. 10 pts for me! it really wasnt easy to pass. like i turned on my CHARM 101% to pass. haha. like my skills really wont pass me. i had close to zero safety. how horrid is that! haha.. i had to act like innocent and all. u get my drift. shall spill no more beans. otherwise, i dont think anyone of you will trust me to drive. haha... oh yeah! i will VROOM VROOM IN MY DAD'S MURANO. lol.

i kinda wanna list down all my wishes. like keep me in the loop (thats what army ppl like to say. seriously, it's soooooo LAME! LOOP?! WHATEVER!) if i go like bonkus or anything.

oh no.. laziness crept in.. shall continue soon..

REVAMP!

here's a couple of stuff i did for a better personal self-being:

1. i joined CALIFORNIA fitness centre (more laters!)
2. i went mustafa (like how gross is it to squeeze!) to buy myself a lovely nike water bottle (i dun have one! like everyone has one right?! correct me if i am wrong.) and a listerine mouth wash (i have plaque and i dont want yellow teeth. like how zombie would i look! BOO! lol.)
3. i try to eat healthily (yup! more veggies and fruits. good for pooping!)
4. i bought a better face wash to stop achne from pooping all over my face (goodness sake, choose someone else pls! like sujith?)

so here are the small steps i am taking to make myself a better person for the coming year of 2008. it's gonna be a hectic year. i am planning to squeeze in 3 tuition students and study for my diploma (FINANCE AND INVESTMENT). like how crazy would that be. how to go clubbing?! lol. plus there's army in the day and like omg. i feel once again stressed. emo eating... 1.... 2.... 3.... ok. stopped. no longer emo.

being busy is kinda good for me. it keeps all the devil in my mind away. otherwise, they stray and stray and what happens? i binge and get fat. so bad. no! yeah. alot of plans. i really look forward to next year. a whole new beginning. it is so much better with so much stuff. like army only in my life next year. i will slaughter my self. haha. blahh.. all the fats. let's not imagine.

i started my healthy regime last week @ California Gym. i tell you gawd damn fatties out there! GO JOIN! omg. my thunder thighs were like amazingly PAIN PAIN PAIN! for 4 fugging days i suffered as i walked up and down stairs. i went for BODYLICIOUS! haha. sounds delicious? yup. u could eat my legs. it was like jello. never EVER had i felt so weak to the girls out there in the class. lol. PEER PRESSURE FROM LADIES! how can an 18 yr old boy like me feel! one word: WEAK! sick.... anw, i went for more classes and they are good. gonna start visiting more. yup. look out for my abs! lol. if they ever appear. like i so wish! (GOD, MY BDAY IS COMING! ABS FOR MY BDAY PLS! I WILL SACRIFICE ANY OF MY CALVIN KLEIN STUFF FOR IT! i think the undies are too tight! lol)

oh yeah.. i am gg vegan. like pesco vegan. i eat fish! lol. i know, it's not like totally purist vegan. but i am trying. plus i really love my fish. i need my life with more rules. otherwise, i am super helter skelter! seriously, it's quite bad. hmmm... just a random saying!

himbo moment: i commented on a phrase josh harnett said: "big thighs are good for running, not for jeans." i told weiting: "how comforting?! like celebrities do have such thigh issue. i dont feel so lonely no more. haha. yay!" lol. weiting just said: "HIMBOoooooo!" ouch. hahaha.. gahhh... what to do!

BOO HOO... life's short!

omfg! like look at the date peps. it's like less than 2 months to a whole new year. what a rocky year this has been! my life has never been such a roller coaster ever. no kidding. anw, i like to wish all a fun and enjoyable year as we head to year end.

on a worst note, things in my life has like gone from bad to so fucking bad! i mean i never ever had so many things hit me straight in the face one by one. there is only so much i can handle in my life! let alone in a week. all this home runs really got to me and i gotta thank a special friend who has been there for me. i know he complains that he is tired all the time and i bitch him for not being there for me. but deep down inside, i know he tries his very best to give his all for others. i mean, our relationship was never the same as others from the very beggining. FYI: WE WERE FUCKING LIARS, THIEF AND BACKSTABBERS TO EACH OTHER. yup. gross. no wonder he whines why i trust chris so much. haha.. seeing him so worn out day after day from school and all, i wish he was dead. KIDDING! i just wish GOD could provide him the skills to better manage his hectic life. but still... i guess everyone has their own problems and all i can do is pray.

i shall not list like all the problems i am facing. it's either too traumatic or i think u think i am such a whiner. lol. thats why u reading my blog right?! so whatever. but a couple of tough news hit me right on the spot. it's like life is so unpredictable. i could never guessed such stuff would happen to anyone, much lesser to someone closest to me. i love these people. seeing them all hurt, gets me upset and i wish the best for them. i try to be the best support i can be for them. i am not complaining. i really wanna help but sometimes, i dunno how. it's ok la. i guess i'll just work out some magic one day. haha...

countdown to my 10 day holiday trip! yay!