REVELATION

ho ho hup hup.. too no surprise of everyone i think....

i gonna admit something. yes! it is MAYJAH! DRASTIC! UBER! COMPLISTIC!

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I AM ASEXUAL

• Having no evident sex or sex organs; sexless.
• Relating to, produced by, or involving reproduction that occurs without the union of male and female gametes, as in binary fission or budding.
• Lacking interest in or desire for sex.

i guess most of u guys actually expected it. haha.. it suddenly occured to me that yeah... i may like that somebody but it doesnt have to be someone with a sepcific sexual organ, boobs, ass, lips legs or whatsoever.

i like them base on their character. isnt that what defines us as people?

as usual, my life is filled with more work and more duty in camp. sigh...

* pats myself in the back!

mind over matter

yeah yeah.. thats what my doc told me! everything is mind over matter. just dont take things with so much emotions and i guess all will be fine. anw, today is the 2nd day i stop smoking. haha. yup! i am not really addicted. but i dunno why i do it? humprf. give me a clue people?

life's been great so far. i have been practicing the new skill of adopting a new value a week. so this week has been HOT! haha.. i am back to my crazy zany self. seriously, i think the people in my office think that i am psychotic. haha. sometimes out of the blue i give the fierce stare. then sometimes the innocent face. u get what i mean. haha.. then everyone will go ballistic at me for doing such facial actions. truthfully, i dunno why i do it. haha. i think it has been second nature for me to do such actions. blegh!

talking abt friends, yeah! dun get me started. hahhaa. i saw a stranger i havent saw in ages. yes. it has been more than a year since i met this stranger. we use to be best of friends and could chat on the phone for like 3 hours in the secondary sch hey days! lol. but i guess people change. hahhaa.. we no longer as tight as ever and it was mega awkward when i saw him. like i went speechless. isnt it weird! hmmm....

on a major news front, I HAVE ISSUES. hahaha.. i realise i am a flirt. yes.... I AM DESPITE MY INNONCE! lol. i realise i can get infatuated with a person this wk, then next wk become sad when i know i wont be able to have that person. then the 3rd wk, i find a new person to flirt with. call me a slut. hahahaha.. i am used to it. slut whore gah.. i heard it all.. ryhmes doesnt it?

anw, back to the aussie open women's singles final. rooting for MARIA! she's gd! hahaha.. i dun like her looks! lol..

MAYJAH DECISION!

i kinda realised i am such an emo fucker.

seriously, it isnt funny after awhile!

like why cant i be blessed with the powers to snap outta it?'

must i keep feeling that being in a relationship makes me any happier when actually it is

SELF FUFILMENT THAT MAKES US HAPPIER! ")

i only realised these after much browsing at BORDERS today! i read a couple of staying happy books! hahha...

which btw, i really really need! it was a good time spent reading through such stuff.

i did feel more positive. LOL..

yeah.. a new year and a NEW IDEA. i have decided to CHIONG ONCE AGAIN and redo my A levels. my results are already so bad, it wont get any worst! so WHAT THE FUCK....

i want to try again. give it my last shot. if i really cant make it?! then KWA KWA...

I CAN SHOOT MYSELF!

seriously, i hope that i can pull through this feat. i aint expecting straight As or whatsoever!

maybe straight Bs will do?

yeah.. so all the best...

TO ME!

anw, when clubbing last night and a lil too much booze. LOL... it was so sick!

i neeeeeevvvvveeerrr eeeevvveeeerrr kkkknnneeewww ABSOULTE WAS SO GROSS!

hahha.. too much absolute raspberry for this nigga here.

i think next time, i am sticking to the jug.

anw, i am really in a super LOUSY MOOD. i need to rethink my whole life and all. shall make myself a short getaway to think things through......

NEW YEAR NEW BLOG NEW PICS!

anw, here are some random pics from my KL, PHUKET, BKK trip. hahah. we took loads at the start but as the trip wore on! we didnt take much! chris all ur fault la! didnt even get to take pic of the toyota vios i drove. wah kao. lol... oh yeah worst! go up twin tower also no pic.

TALK ABT BEING RESPONSIBLE

lol. so sure i am getting stoned! whahahaha....

look at my lips! they look so swollen URGH! every says its my lips and ass that define me. FUCK! i want a reduction surgery. seriously.... but i love the haircut i got there. makes me look so much BETTER. look at the pics below! YULPS....

ok ok.. here is the major hickey or lovebite. lol.. amazing.. dun tell anyone k!


acting like lost sheeps in the plane! i swear we annoyed tonnes of ppl!
look at how stressed out and shitty i look after driving to the resort and as usual: CHRIS LOOKS FAB AND FRESH! someone ought to get hit in the face... hahahaha
on the major long walk to the FRIGGIN LUNCH. niggas! u dont know how far we had to walk to eat. crazy ppl! anw, one of the women behind decided to flash thier freaking decomposing papayas in the beach. I AINT SHOWING MINE ON THIS BLOG.
yes.. fucking lousy hut with ants for lunch. laugh abt it!
whoring in the taxi again! lol.. bet u can guess who is the lazy one to walk! hahah.. bet the taxi driver tot we were mad!

we were actually jumping but it seems as if i was slapping his ass! lol.. FYI THERE WAS NO ASS IN THE FIRST PLACE. HAHHAHA.. mummy yelling on the phone...
fantastic watermelon drink at KL... IT WAS GOOD!
the CHEE BYE MOUTH lol!

look at the BOY BEHIND! LOL!

in the bus to KL. late as usual.. the driver wanted to kill us. lol



the lasagana was SUPERB! why isnt spore anywhere near that standard! :P