screwed

yup... 1 more day to mid yrs and here i am typing away, wasting every precious seconds as i am accustomed to. it pretty much sucks seeing my peers mug away and stay ahead in the game while i wilt away in the balzing heat that fore runners in the A level game leave on the tracks while speeding! i pretty much screwed my math up! it is my weakest subject and i put always zero effort into it. i can perform for 1 chapter but put all the chapters together. screw my ass! i am back to normal. binging my days away. just when i thought things were better and i could see some or even any light at the supposed end, it is all bleak and dark now. i hate myself for being this fucked up person. i hate my body! i hate my mouth! i just hate my life. grr... i was just loving myself till wednesday night! i dont know what happen! it is oprah's fault! she taught people how to lost wt but not maintain it! must complain. haha...
anyway, my v3x is pretty cute! i like the design but the functions are just not fantastic. the is mp3 player. pretty good. but no radio! i dont know. maybe my decision to get this phone wasnt right? haha... we'll see. but i am ok with it for now. probably, i shall mug hard and if i do well for A levels, i get my dad's BMW or a new car. haha... prob ask him to squeeze in another handphone. gosh... doing well for A level. what a thought i could possesse when i am falling down the bottomless peak of failure. what a irony!
have a great day everyone!

britney

poor britney spears. she got slammed by the media so harshly. even though she was trying to be real, people still mocked her! what is the world becoming too? gosh! there is so many problems out there now and the media thrives on information like this. seriously, screw the paparazzi. i doubt britney would ever be reading this but all the best girl! haha... i support u totally.

mugger!

ok! i have increased my mugging pace. so far it has been mediocre. i have since stop binging too! yay! 3 cheers to me. haha...

QUICK UPDATE OF MY LIFE

1. physics crash course have been ok so far. mostly j1 work which is not tested for my mid yrs. i have since decided to forge ahead to prelims. for mid yrs, i will study just that i dont think i will do fine. oops! i feel guilty cause i am afraid i cant sustain this pace. hmm... for now, i just have to. a quick countdown to 10 weeks to prelims and 17 weeks to A levels. hao ming has been a great company during lesson. haha.. we yak away during lessons.
2. i change my phone to MOTOROLA V3X. yet to recieve it though! ( they were out of stock). yup! i changed hp number too. very weird no with lots of 8s and 7s. no thanks to the boss. i went to the singtel roadshow. gosh. they were giving so many freebies. $100 taka voucher, $40 HMV and some others like nike! i even got a free bluetooth headset for my phone. KEWL! haha... since i always get motivated with something new! lets hope this hp can help me stay determined.
3. my studying for mid yrs have been rushed coause i relaised i am way too slow and wont be able to practice TYS at my pace. so smack my ass and tell me to hurry k! haha...
4. kanesh is back! all one eyed and stuff. oops!

nothing else interesting except i am posting so early cause i drank a stupid cup of coffee! 2 spoons of nescafe powder! here i am playing out the show SLEEPLESS IN SERANGOON! Shucks! with this horrid rain! the mood to hit the gym now is almost zero! shall return to my books!

bye angels!

starting..

ok! i am trying to regain a whole new life i have since lost due to eating. it is not abt the eating issue but the fact that my life needs some spring cleaning! i have been waking up late at unearthly hours like 12 plus and sleep at even worst time of 3 plus. u guys may sleepin at even more awkward hours then me. but i dun give a shit.
i tried waking up early but just the sound of my parents barking, chittering or chirping just turns me off straight away and back to slumber land i go. my dad is just the epitome of my madness to wake up early. he switches off my air con, switch on the light to get his clothes then on the fan to 1! how sickening and fucked up right! and he yadars on and on. seriously, jusy shut up and give me some peace.
i am trying to be more concious of what i have been doing these days. yay! haha... anyway, i am mugging at a turtle pace and it is time to go to a cheetah pace. so all the best to me!

2 more weeks to mid years. yes! i shall be mugging.

The All-American Rejects - Move Along

my life is a little dull or shall i say fucking dull! so here is a pick of my favourite song! rock on! haha... move over DEF LEOPARD! welcome the new era of music! THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS!

dont u think grace from project runway just looks fab here! gosh! i love how she looks! unique and stylish.

i dont know if my dieting and my plans are going bust or what. sigh.... havent been to the gym as often as i like!
it is approaching the 2nd week of holidays and time for me to ditch my lazy habits and spearhead to a mugger region that has always be foreign to me. i know.. i have been saying this upteen times. but how? grr...
poor sujith suffering in sentosa and it is my fault. u can say that i am pretty ashame to leave the house cos i feel ...! yup!

friends

Daniel Vosovic
i am rooting for this 2 guys! even though fatty chloe won! haha
moi gang of friends are all turning so arty farty, bitchy and act class la. haha... just look at their characters and blogs. my eyes are rolling!
anyway! guess who's blog i accidently past by while reading blogs randomly! nick verros! haha.. yay! he's cool. daniel v too! haha.. love his dressing. anyway, dumb chloe won. always bitching behind ppl's back.
all this shit is not helpin me! fuck! all this is causing me to wanna go parsons! how? sigh!

humprf!

havent been spending my holidays wisely except visiting the gym ever so often. i really need to start mugging now. shall start from today onwards and i mean hardcore mugging. anyway, i am suppose to complete my nyaa by now but it seems barely half done cause i cannot remember what happen during the trips. oops! i guess i have to lie my way through.
toodles...
not really in the mood to write anything. so!