screwed

yup... 1 more day to mid yrs and here i am typing away, wasting every precious seconds as i am accustomed to. it pretty much sucks seeing my peers mug away and stay ahead in the game while i wilt away in the balzing heat that fore runners in the A level game leave on the tracks while speeding! i pretty much screwed my math up! it is my weakest subject and i put always zero effort into it. i can perform for 1 chapter but put all the chapters together. screw my ass! i am back to normal. binging my days away. just when i thought things were better and i could see some or even any light at the supposed end, it is all bleak and dark now. i hate myself for being this fucked up person. i hate my body! i hate my mouth! i just hate my life. grr... i was just loving myself till wednesday night! i dont know what happen! it is oprah's fault! she taught people how to lost wt but not maintain it! must complain. haha...
anyway, my v3x is pretty cute! i like the design but the functions are just not fantastic. the is mp3 player. pretty good. but no radio! i dont know. maybe my decision to get this phone wasnt right? haha... we'll see. but i am ok with it for now. probably, i shall mug hard and if i do well for A levels, i get my dad's BMW or a new car. haha... prob ask him to squeeze in another handphone. gosh... doing well for A level. what a thought i could possesse when i am falling down the bottomless peak of failure. what a irony!
have a great day everyone!