my search for the perfect stick
here i am sitting right in front of the television, waiting for the latest season of desperate housewives to start. i am trying to shun from my sister. i guess you know the consequences of letting your siblings know what you are thinking are deadly.
my search for the perfect stick started when i received my A results. my results were a total shame. it was like i wasted 2 years studying in a junior college. i guess i barely qualified for any course in local universities. these are how i feel! why? i guess it is society's measurement of success and i adhered to it. despite, my seemingly nonchalant about how others might feel about me. it gets to me when my family feels shamed over it. i admit, i placed my stick where society placed hers. i should be placing my stick elsewhere and not care about society's.
is it that easy? ask yourself. the pressure of having to face people everywhere anytime.
i feel liberated after my results. so now, i have decided that i shall place the stick where i want and fuck those who used a different look and stare at me.
i want to do fashion merchandising in a fashion school. period. i will find a way into parsons the new school or i will settle for a local one.
people say that it will be tough for me in the bitchy cut throat fashion world. but isn't it the same everywhere? i will rise above it. that's me. my future is where i want it to be. not what society wants me to be. sorry mum.
my search for the perfect stick started when i received my A results. my results were a total shame. it was like i wasted 2 years studying in a junior college. i guess i barely qualified for any course in local universities. these are how i feel! why? i guess it is society's measurement of success and i adhered to it. despite, my seemingly nonchalant about how others might feel about me. it gets to me when my family feels shamed over it. i admit, i placed my stick where society placed hers. i should be placing my stick elsewhere and not care about society's.
is it that easy? ask yourself. the pressure of having to face people everywhere anytime.
i feel liberated after my results. so now, i have decided that i shall place the stick where i want and fuck those who used a different look and stare at me.
i want to do fashion merchandising in a fashion school. period. i will find a way into parsons the new school or i will settle for a local one.
people say that it will be tough for me in the bitchy cut throat fashion world. but isn't it the same everywhere? i will rise above it. that's me. my future is where i want it to be. not what society wants me to be. sorry mum.
