BOO HOO... life's short!

omfg! like look at the date peps. it's like less than 2 months to a whole new year. what a rocky year this has been! my life has never been such a roller coaster ever. no kidding. anw, i like to wish all a fun and enjoyable year as we head to year end.

on a worst note, things in my life has like gone from bad to so fucking bad! i mean i never ever had so many things hit me straight in the face one by one. there is only so much i can handle in my life! let alone in a week. all this home runs really got to me and i gotta thank a special friend who has been there for me. i know he complains that he is tired all the time and i bitch him for not being there for me. but deep down inside, i know he tries his very best to give his all for others. i mean, our relationship was never the same as others from the very beggining. FYI: WE WERE FUCKING LIARS, THIEF AND BACKSTABBERS TO EACH OTHER. yup. gross. no wonder he whines why i trust chris so much. haha.. seeing him so worn out day after day from school and all, i wish he was dead. KIDDING! i just wish GOD could provide him the skills to better manage his hectic life. but still... i guess everyone has their own problems and all i can do is pray.

i shall not list like all the problems i am facing. it's either too traumatic or i think u think i am such a whiner. lol. thats why u reading my blog right?! so whatever. but a couple of tough news hit me right on the spot. it's like life is so unpredictable. i could never guessed such stuff would happen to anyone, much lesser to someone closest to me. i love these people. seeing them all hurt, gets me upset and i wish the best for them. i try to be the best support i can be for them. i am not complaining. i really wanna help but sometimes, i dunno how. it's ok la. i guess i'll just work out some magic one day. haha...

countdown to my 10 day holiday trip! yay!