just feel like giving up.....

i dunno why.
it has been ages since i felt like that.
when?
the dark ages of jc2.
for now,
i have since given up on myself.
my mental strength.
my body.
my clothes.
i dress like a hag!
where did the good looking me disappeared to?
i guess to the batu caves.
sigh.
how i wish i could find the strength.
muster the energy.
find the courage
and breath out a dash of fresh air.
to the world i had enough off.