army
i dont really have the mood or zest to blog these days. why? maybe cos i am an emo kid? ha. i am already infamous for being an emo kid. so i guess it is not surprising.
i guess this is an overdue report on army for all my beloved readers out there. i have not really touched on much on army in my previous posts. maybe because i feel that army is not a significant part of my life at all. i have come to terms with having to be in army. feeling rather neutral about the training and all.
army has been an experience. being a NINJA recruit has people gasping loudly! why? cos we dont drag our boots, go thro tough training and do like a zillion push ups! coming into army, i was the typical "i so wanna slack" guy. my mum's been bugging me to head to command school and do the best i can in army. sometimes, it is not that i dont want to do it. it is i cant do it. i have so much problems with my body. mild scoliosis, severe flat feet and an unlockable elbow. so what do u expect me to do? go command sch and tough it out more! i have had thoughts of being an officer, but what for? the name and glory lasts for 2 years. once you are out, i dont think any civilian would give a damn that you are an officer.
i guess that with my condition, downgrading is easy. i dont want to though. having to recourse again and stuff is too much of a hassle for me to handle. i prefer doing it once and do it good. ok! the do it good is a lie! but knowing that i may not pass my ippt or soc, going command school is out of bounds. so a slacker vocation awaits me...... haha... cheerios!
field camp is next week. yikes!
i guess this is an overdue report on army for all my beloved readers out there. i have not really touched on much on army in my previous posts. maybe because i feel that army is not a significant part of my life at all. i have come to terms with having to be in army. feeling rather neutral about the training and all.
army has been an experience. being a NINJA recruit has people gasping loudly! why? cos we dont drag our boots, go thro tough training and do like a zillion push ups! coming into army, i was the typical "i so wanna slack" guy. my mum's been bugging me to head to command school and do the best i can in army. sometimes, it is not that i dont want to do it. it is i cant do it. i have so much problems with my body. mild scoliosis, severe flat feet and an unlockable elbow. so what do u expect me to do? go command sch and tough it out more! i have had thoughts of being an officer, but what for? the name and glory lasts for 2 years. once you are out, i dont think any civilian would give a damn that you are an officer.
i guess that with my condition, downgrading is easy. i dont want to though. having to recourse again and stuff is too much of a hassle for me to handle. i prefer doing it once and do it good. ok! the do it good is a lie! but knowing that i may not pass my ippt or soc, going command school is out of bounds. so a slacker vocation awaits me...... haha... cheerios!
field camp is next week. yikes!
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