OK.. I DUNNO WHY I AM BLOGGING BUT JUST AM!

BOO!

kate moss boobies attack!

AFRAID NOW BITCHES!

hahahaha...

so life is returning to normal soon i guess. it's like back to ns and all.

well, i am afraid of going back cos i know that i have alot of work waiting for me since i am kinda like on a long mc.

but it is not the fear of the work.

it is having to face the people when they ask why are u on mc

blah blah blah...

well, ok i know i can dont reply.

but i just am not prepared tho.

:(

maybe i am just reliant.

today in rehab, vivian was saying something like:

if you always feel comfortable in the position, u are never gonna improve.

only by being uncomfortable can you improve!

after much thought about the statement she made, i thought it was rather true.

i guess all of us like to be in our state where we are all well and in lalalaland!!!

u can say that i am afraid of going into the unknown and moving out of this state.

WELL U KNOW WHAT!

THIS BITCH HAS DECIDED TO CHANGE!

yeah. i no longer wanna be something i am not.

i want to challenge what i am not happy about. ( well, i have always been doing that! just maybe i can improve on that)

i just need to be a better person which i feel rehab has done a gd job in.

i dont feel like i wasted time there.

rather, i have improved alot as a person.

i guess it's just that i dont dare to be the NEW person i am going to be with the new skills that i am empowered with.

P.S: CHRIS! U SCARED OF THE BOOBY MONSTER! LOLOLOLOL

xoxo

POUTING

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