once again...

hahhaa.. just a fun pic! keith n me drinking lychee and apple martini!

DEAR KEITH, DUN BE JEALOUS OF MY SMOOTH COMPLEXION K!

LOL! i know u gonna so smack me lor!!

so i'm so back into the mugging mode..

like mug mug mug..

hmm... the thought that my A levels are so

CLOSE

just terrifies me.

like i dont want to fall back into the same trap i was

so i am cautious while navigating through the same maze.

OMG.. does it actually sound deep to u! well...

so i finally went for class today.

like it really has been awhile!

so i totally had no idea what i was blabbering

to mr bala abt some business stuff.

U SHLD HAVE SEEN THE ANXIETY IN HIS FACE

hilarrrrioussss... hahhaa..

yeah. he just fluffed la to ans my question.

he completey got stupified by me!

so i'm pretty happy that i am progressing with my studies.

yay.. like it's about time. haha..

so headed out to clubbing with keith n gang!

it was totally outrageous la..

the queue was out of the world long!

thanks to my lovely auntie..

VIP! ok was useless but still.. i got in way earlier.

it was pretty wild AS USUAL.

u know the equation:

KEITH + DARREN =

(it actually spells)

D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R!

hahhaa..

we did leave at 2am tho!

not that i am complaining. "P

i am starting to think that my blog is so boring.

i dunno why.

maybe i am not crapping enuff?

:*(

yeah.. so by june all this fun shall end with a

PERIOD.

i am mugging mugging mugging.

i want my AAAB!

decent?

ok maybe 2 Bs.

nothing less k!

omg.. must go temple to pray la..

it really helps! hahaha..

so my cuz came like last week?

with his mum n his jap gf.

which was great! u know....

i know i am not exactly like MACHO MANLY!

ok i admit a lil girly..

ANYTHING WRONG WITH BEING IN TOUCH WITH UR FEMINE SIDE!

(well if u have, then dun even read this blog!)

mummy told me that he was saying i was such a gurrl sitting

on the GMAX! like

HARLOW IT IS A RIDE! WHY NOT SCARED.

ok la. i took it before but still. i didnt scream lor..

oh well, some ppl. i mean it's kinda meaningless to

care what they say cos I.AM.ME!

i love myself and i embrace it.

i know that i do have the in your face attitude to some ppl,

so either u like me or u dont.

well i have my lousy days! (actually, all the time cos i need slp!)

hahha.. but then like judge me if u want.

cos i know i am a good person!

well, i had a long chat with mummy recently.

it's quite visible that she wants to CONTROL my life in ways

such as my expenses blah blah.

but free-spirited me was like NO!

i was complaining abt how i have like 3 outside jobs while studying!

DUN U THINK IT REALLY IS

RIDICULOUS!

i mean she was like no la, i'm actually proud.

seriously, hand over the money! being proud is worthless! i am still like

busting my ass off. it's not funny.

i cldnt believe that i had to pay for my own laptop!

anyhoo....

lol.. omg i accidentally showed her a naked pic og a guy on msn lor!

obviously not me la.. some stranger actually!

gawd! so embarrassing!

so now she harps me to chat with her which i think is totally

SENSELESS!

she just wants a join account!

how fantastic is that! urgh.

just an evil tot:

i'm waiting for her to surrender back my SIGNATURE CARD! lol just cos GSS is here and it has additional discounts.

not that i need anything. ok maybe a new pair of shoes wld be great!

CHEERS COS CHRISSY IS BACK!

miss him loads.

well actually, i do miss talking to him.

i feel the whole dyanamic of our BFF status has changed.

i dunno if i have changed but he certainly has.

i feel that he only goes out with me when he needs me.

not that he seriously wants to!

i mean looking at keith and me.

i feel that we r much tighter. cos he was attached too!

and he didnt like neglect me!

i feel lesby with him these days. which is totally great actually! haha

keith still spent time with me and called me all sorta stuff.

chris doesnt really make much effort i feel!

he thinks i am an exteremist.

WELL MAYBE I AM.. BUT I JUST REALISTIC

i dont like to lie to myself.

it doesnt make me a happy person!

p.s: having a terrible flu right now, it's not funny at all. i cant even breathe properly! too much changing naked under the air cos spells FLU lor. sucks! wish me luck!