HORRIBLE.... at least for me only!

yeah.. i'm addicted to social smoking..

yes excuses... i smoke...

i do it occasionally when i leave the hse..

now i got the

FUCKING COUGH AND THE FLU...

it's not enjoyable.

but what to do...

i guess ppl are disappointed in me for acting this way...

i dunno...

is it my way of craving attention?

until i find someone who will lay a helping hand

and pull my out of this ditch?

i hope so....

maybe not.. haha.. GOD KNOWS!

otherwise, life's been pretty EXCELLENT around me!

3 of the most impt ppl in my life are HAPPILY ATTACHED!

YAY! :)

really happy that they are doing well....

i do get affected greatly by those around me..

when others seem to be in a merrier state..

well... i just glee up too! :D

HAHHA.... ok ok..

i know i sound NICE HERE...

but i am like a fucking bitch in real life..

so whatever..

recently, i have been having loads fun time with keith!

haha.. we went to THE RED WINE CELLAR

to drink risely...

which i personally tot smelled like glue

and tasted horrid..

the bellini in timber was also

MAYJAH GROSS BIG TIME!

hahha..

i have never ever tasted the bellini i drank in

SIROCCO STATE TOWER IN BKK

that was the best ever...

yeah.. it did cost 65 bucks for a glass..

BUT HARLOW PPL..

IT WAS SO GOOD ALRIGHT!

caprihina as introduced by scott was

great!

i mean what could go wrong with lime, brown sugar n vodka right?

hahah..

yeah.. the pizza was actaully delicious too..

oh yeah.. i went timbre cos i got pulled by my clique to go for the class outing that as usual was FUCKING DULL...

the usual separation... hmm.. go figure..

fatigue screams deep in my soul right now..

i gtg and slp..

nights!