MY 100TH POST: an emo one.

Hmm. Guess it had come full circle. Clubbing i mean. Haha. First person i grind n the last person i grind! CHRISTOPHER! Lol. Clubbing has been great! Letting myself loose, let my inhibitions flow n not caring abt those around me. Maybe i have reached a point where i dont really care what ppl view me. :) i believe i have already created a sense of identity for myself n ppl know me for that. So i'm officially heading back to my books to mug! Keith? Will u join me? :)
Since haato is closing it's outlet. I decided it's time i stop working too. Money isnt viewed greatly by me now. I feel that as long as i am happy, that counts most. :)
I'm moving out of my current lifestlye to smth else i dont know about. Scary thot? Not actually, pretty purlissed!
I'm scared of being 20 tho. Cos i know it's a whole different game. I guess i'll face it with chutzpah with someone i hope will be there for me. Treat me like a teddy bear?
lately, problems have occured for keith. he seems to have lose his sense of identity or probably he thinks what has identified him is of utter superficiality. i am not an expert. but as a close friend, a close confident and of pure concern, i feel for him. i have been through the whole phase where i felt i lose my identity. what did i do? haha..

i pushed it behind my head and said: hey! i'm 19 only. who am i to say what i am right now. is this really gonna define me for the rest of my life?
sujith can vouch for that.

maybe some people need guidance, maybe some dont! well, all of us are different people. we manage our lives differently. but at the end, as long as were are contented with our life! thats what matters most. cos till now, i live my life with no regrets. knowing that i have done what i want and i dont owe anyone a living. :)