abt being happy...

i am happy..
ok thats what i say.
sometimes i think i lie to myself.
but seriously....
it's not that new person who comes along who fufils me.
it is MYSELF.

i have done well recently in most aspects.
ok, maybe not in my studies where it coutns most.
but i am being noted well in army for my fine skills.
:)

so i've been busy lately.
Army, haato, tuition and school..
it is getting exhausting.
but i am not complaining...
i actually love my hectic lifestyle.
no time to idle around or think of stupid stuff.
maybe i am just protecting myself from being hurt.

hahaha. been really happy lately!
met up with sam han and chatted with jiawen.
omg, it took forever for us to talk again! like a year plus.
hahaha... i miss them badly!