waiting...

waiting.... i am trying hard.
i havent been know for my patience but this time....
i will try... or should i say i am determined?
i have put in my all.
the result was not what i expected.
who cares? i care...
however long it may take, i am prepared.
so for now, my primary concern is my main priority.
one day, i hope a genuine smile will come.
not tears....