MAYJAH DECISION!

i kinda realised i am such an emo fucker.

seriously, it isnt funny after awhile!

like why cant i be blessed with the powers to snap outta it?'

must i keep feeling that being in a relationship makes me any happier when actually it is

SELF FUFILMENT THAT MAKES US HAPPIER! ")

i only realised these after much browsing at BORDERS today! i read a couple of staying happy books! hahha...

which btw, i really really need! it was a good time spent reading through such stuff.

i did feel more positive. LOL..

yeah.. a new year and a NEW IDEA. i have decided to CHIONG ONCE AGAIN and redo my A levels. my results are already so bad, it wont get any worst! so WHAT THE FUCK....

i want to try again. give it my last shot. if i really cant make it?! then KWA KWA...

I CAN SHOOT MYSELF!

seriously, i hope that i can pull through this feat. i aint expecting straight As or whatsoever!

maybe straight Bs will do?

yeah.. so all the best...

TO ME!

anw, when clubbing last night and a lil too much booze. LOL... it was so sick!

i neeeeeevvvvveeerrr eeeevvveeeerrr kkkknnneeewww ABSOULTE WAS SO GROSS!

hahha.. too much absolute raspberry for this nigga here.

i think next time, i am sticking to the jug.

anw, i am really in a super LOUSY MOOD. i need to rethink my whole life and all. shall make myself a short getaway to think things through......