21 days...

it takes 21 days to make an action a habit. thats what i learn from oprah. haha... u see, my holidays are usually spent watching the oprah winfrey show. and believe me most guys do watch oprah, just that it is not a macho thing to say. i had diarrhoea. so i missed cai yun's birthday and got sing yi kinda pissed. oops! so i tuned in to oprah. her shows are indeed interesting like a-ha moments etc. what i like most? that she feels that there are deeper meaning to things in life. i feel that ways too. however, the only problem i face is i cant seem to think that deep! ouch. sad huh!
anyway, about the new habit i want to be adopting is exercising and eating more healthily. i had enough of my maid mentally tormenting with her remarks like all the maid say u are handsome but say u are fat. and she ends off with her shriekish laughter. i dont hate her for saying that cos i guess it is true. but i have been hearing this from so many people that i am so dont give a **** (neutral. haha..) about it anymore. sick. why are people so judgemental.
i guess i play a part in it too. cos i am afraid of people commenting about me when i lose weight like "whoa! u so skinny now ar!?" "whoa u look like as if u have big head small body." and then my mum plays a huge part in buying all the different kinds of food and try to lure me into eating and then when i eat she says u not on diet meh? gosh! i feel like ripping these people all the time. i guess everyone around me plays a part including my super skinny bone head friend! how bastardised can people get? i need to be able to control my fucking mouth from now on and try to lead a healthier life. so here goes people.. and shut ur trap if u feel like commenting cos i am gonna give u a punch in the face if i hear anything! haha...
just got screamed at by mummy for supposedly going out and not giving her a call. i had diarrhoea. go where? haha...
middle finger out! cos i feel vulgar today! blegh!