It's just not worth it.

Everytime a hiccup happens, we drink water to stop it. so what happens if it doesnt stop? well, like what meiling did, she continued to party with her hiccups. haha.
SO what happens if there are tensions with u and ur friends, we seek to solve the issues at hand by looking at the root of the problems. but the think is, friends are humans, they are not like hiccups. every human is different from the one standing beside you or the one leaning on top of you. so by using the same remedy to solve the problem may not just work. it's prolly

1. the person is too immature.
2. you are just not worthy enough to be friends again.
3. the problem in victoria beckham's words MAYJAH!

hahah.. there is a lot of tension around me. but it all cases, my true friends are revealed. the truth is fair weathered friends are aplenty for most, what sets them apart from your true ones are that they provide you with connections to some stuff that you might otherwise not be able to get. on the other hand, true friends tell you that they have access to such stuff. i am lost regarding all my friendships. i know who i treasure most and who i thought were my friends. if such small little problems that cannot be solved easily and amicably by trashing it out. then, maybe being friends are not worth it. isnt a sorry and a hug sometimes just what we need? i know it may not be sufficient. but sometimes, we have to close a blind eye on matters. friends are suppose to be forgiving.

it's not like our matters CONCERN DEATHS AND STARVATION AND WHATNOT! gawd!!!! seriously, i am tired of this shit. if you wanna be friends, ok i am fine with it. dun show me ur attitude and face just cause of a small matter.

bitch! phew. haha.

what am i even talking about? omg.. i was late again for work. haha. and my manger was so pissed!!! oops!